Y moodswings


i just read smth from tammy about blogs and that people who owns them always
end up having problems & being troubled by it .
which i personally think it's very true ! .
As you know , when people whom you dont know come to read your blog ,
and they always judge you from the way you blog about your stuffs .
Then it leads to them making conclusions which aren't correct about you .
and you will be the one on the other hand getting hurt by what they say .
after much thought , blogging really does ruin your life just like smoking/whatever fuck .
right , i think i'm exaggerating agn , but it kinda does ruin part of your life right ?
or maybe to certain peeps out there , including me .

then through blogging you can see how people change .
i dont blame them for like changing from good to bad , cos i changed too !
I'm becoming more temperamental now , and that's very bad . we all know .
Now , i express all my (negative feelings) unlike last time ,
keeping it all to myself .
well yeah , i still keep some stuffs to myself .
i express my sadness by hiding beneath my blanket
and shiver and at the same time cry to sleep .
I feel i'm much more independent now , and when i was younger ,
i always think that i can have all the things in my way
in other words i'm trying to be like a princess .
when i'm upset or what , i tend to ignore/walk away give a stare or scream on top of my voice .
i do it at home not so much in school , so classmates thinks i'm so calm and all sorta perfect
with no temper , but hell No . i sorta miss my old temper .
i get angry with mummy so much i couldn't
control but to talk back/scream/bang stuffs . then walk away .

I am Sad . Unhappy . Moody .

just realised smth , i want my photos !!!
i want my photos from cousin badly !!! just send/upload the goddamn photos will die meh ?
this is a super long moodswing i'm having . ):
GAWD ! i just rmb i anyhow done the eng ws in class . shit . i left so many blanks i think .
GAH ! not enough sleep . gonna sleep now !

P/S : as you can see from the above neos , one of it was made to make fun of my two male cousins , we look super ugly in it . can't stop laughing from that time they were made like that . HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA



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