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last sunday was mother's day , went out with my fam plus john to have dinner .
oh and wenta aunt jen's hus after that to surprise her .
then teh goh family was shocked luhs . then i freaking forgot to buy paint .
the next day was art exam and it was already 9 plus in the night .
fuck . so whole fam gotta go to little india , mustafa 24 hours to buy paint .
hahahhahaha . omg la .. i love mustafa , they have pratically everything you need .
you name it they have it . LOL . and i swear the whole stretch of little india was filled with thousands of indians that day . so many people lor . hurhur !!

i feel so sick this whole week , wednesday morning mum told me not to go to school but i did , if not jolie might be late for school plus at least i could see b for awhile . then pearlyn accompany me go general office . hurhur .
surprisingly sis came too ,then the stupid+stuck up+rude+eeeritating+bossy staff made me and my sis waited so long for nth . arghh .. then mum drop sis off mrt station then bring me to aunt jen's nephew's clinic . hurhur . he gave me 2 days MC but i went to school the following day :D just to see b plus dont wanna ps jolie early in the morning . so yeah .. yesterday night was shit . arghh i was so pissed of thinking of the past , i actually drank 30ml of cough syrup at one go , that's like one third of the bottle , but who cares anyway . i thought i'd feel even more drowsier which is a good thing so that i can fall asleep but no .
it made me feel like shietzxzx . i fucking vomitted out and mummehs haveta clean my vomit , i felt so useless i couldnt even do simple things like cleaning up my own mess . i guess im better off dead . yeah .. (: that'll be great .

today , had dinner at some kinda japanese restaurant at taka with aunt , mum and bro
i ate sashimi . hurhur . (:

oh i fucking hate this . i cant get connected to the internet .
i cant get back to my room to sleep for tonight JUST BECOS john is sick .
wtf . i wanna sleep on my own bed , damn i guess i haveta sleep with mummehs tonight . god damnit eat shit . gonna drink my cough syrup now .
hoping i will not wake up after i drink it hahaha . DIE DIE DIE (:

P/S : will blog again soon .

P/S P/S : i miss youuuuuuuuuuuu

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