didnt expect myself to blog since i've blog recently . oh well . previous post was just a brief . anyway sissy skipped work and i skipped school + dance today . i cant believe i vomitted twice in school ytd . 1st time toilet bowl vomitted halfway saw a drip of someone's menses blood in there . straight away -__-" already . if im weak i'll faint on the spot la damnit , 2nd time ARGH . terrible + horrible experience i wonder who else saw my vomit apart from yanting and (jo the first time in my pathetic life told me to swallow my voimit back) hurhur . damnit you bloody fucken chiiiiicken rice that caused me indigestion .
tomorrow is the mother birthday . i hate to say this although she may be sucha bitch bitch bitch / the most annoying and eeeritating gossipy loadspeaker mother becuz she's lonely or whatever whatever whatever , however i still love love love her k . uhh happy buttday !!
All i can think of now . right now this moment , baby . I hope you do your best for all your papers , remember you've got a bright future ahead !!! a ship captain with loadsa $$ .
the fairy godmother above :D .... i'll worship the fairy godmutha and bless you with good good results and let her grant any wishes you want . heh :D HAHA !
his mother even said she'd teach me howta cook his fav dishes that is if we last ;D heehee . random :/ I know you cannot concentrate on your studies and i know its because of ____ . damnit . idk why also , i dont know how to put it in words too , im afraid it might hurt someone else feelings . its just so hard . i just hope this ends peacefully okaye :'( for now , take things easy . we'll see what we can do . sighhh .. to cut shorter this post and making it less obvious , where was her her & her when im in trouble . i should've listened when you said dont trust her her & her easily becos her her & her may turn her her & her back on me . i've seen your true colours . i hope you read this post deeply everywhere and in between .
&last but not least i love you ,
i want you to know that you're my baby love my baby love You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy) You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy
