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Managing conflict in a straightforward and honest manner is a much better strategy. agree ? haha . So full up , havent digest all the dim sum from crystal Jade . 0.0

WAR ROY; Pride without Prejudiced says :
you are pretty messed up now

errr yaaa i know my life is bloody upside down now . fucking screwed up . truth is , i dont know how am i gonna pick myself up either , roy . i've always wanted to have your disciplined mindset but alamak im sucha lazyass i admit ! hurhurhur .

hello strangers / friends-that-im-not-closed-with , you can totally ignore those words above , cause you dont know me and you dont have to know anything .

and i know people kept telling me , " stephanie , just work hard and you'll be okay " . its not as easy as it seems ): argggggggggggg

Always when im feeling better , smth just have to pull my mood down this sucks lah . i always keep everything inside my heart , this time , too much alr lah . still . aiya whatever la k , dont care if who hates me / or want stab me . Cock rships at the end of the day , time will heal everything . k maybe not everything but still , you know what i mean .

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