Y You found me


i used to think that im am the luckiest girl on this universe , but come to think of it , no i was wrong . One moment of happiness doesnt mean forever . It just dont last . Just like when you're out you see couples together and the next thing you know they just part and move on with life . Just like best friends , they quarrel and the next thing you know they move on with other group of friends and never coming back to you . Its really a sad thing to say that its human nature i guess . Another sign of human nature is that people tend to gossip / talk about anyone that comes to their mind but to call someone you hardly talk to or you barely know a bitch is way outrageous . I kinda pity these sort of people who speaks without processing in their minds . Of course you can scold someone using bitch for all you want , I DO alot of times too . But calling someone you dont know / your own friend a bitch really really a stupid thing to do rather than " Hey , i dont like you becos you did this , i think we should work things out ... etc etc " . They are jeopardising a friendship . I cant help but to wonder why do people claim they are BFFs but , on the other hand they do things that will hurt each others feelings , they say things they dont mean yada yada ... they just dont know how heavy those 3 words weigh , just like many other 3 words . Be it I miss you , i hate you , or the most commonly used three words , i love you . Just three words can tear a friendship or pull relationships closer . Sometimes i am really afraid i'll drift away from the ones i love , or am i worrying too much ? mmm guess sooooo ...

Thats why i am thankful for what i've got .



i love you .

I miss those good ol times with everyone , laughing at sweet nothings , shedding tears of joy , everyday seems so wonderful to me . I guess its time for a change baby . I really need to reconstruct myself , change the way i am now be it te way i dress , my body language or the way i speak . When im quiet , it just shows that im in deep thoughts , and not tryna be anti-social , sorry !

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